Lately i have been havings fights with Maria, my best friend...i feel so hopeless now...she is fading away from my life and i dunno whether she know it or not...or is it a plan to pretend to be friends and dump me, making me hurt...I think that she might be with with them...she treats me like a spare tyre and it is breaking my heart into pieces...tiny bit of pieces that make me very sad and regleted....she say Ain is her bestest friend and whenever she is with her, she goes evil and treats me like dirt...she scream and shout at me without a sorry or any forgiveness at the end of the day...
She doesn't know that it is actually happening between us...I hope that she would see what is happening and make a quick change before it goes further away and we will be apart from each other and become enemies again...and I surely don't want that to happen to me nor her cause everything will come back in a cycle and repeats itself once more eventhough i am the spare tyre to all the ppl in my class if they dun have a friend or maybe broke their long relationship with their best friend/s...
Maria, Maria...i hope that you would see this before anything breaks our relationship....
And I am gonna miss you and cry like a baby if you go...
Loves,
Khadijah....
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