im finally forming a band...still without my parents permission...
im really really scared of what would their reaction would be like if i told them about the things happening nowadays..
firstly, i want to write a letter to them...
dear mama and papa,
i hope you will understand by the time you have finished reading this letter.
remember that time i ask you on what you think about jamming? well, my friend Sufi who have the same sickness as me have a band and they are short of a keyboardist thus, one day, he ask me whether i can play the keyboards and i said yes and he said that he would like me to be in their band,Au Revoir. Their band have made its first gig on 1st May and it was a huge sucess but they need a keyboardist to make their music move higher. And none of their friends either know how to play. Except when Sufi found me and he sort of told the rest of the band members already and they are currently looking forward to meeting me this coming Sunday. 2-6pm...meeting at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. Yes. actually this is one of my dreams. I always wish to have a band. But its like finally coming true...
The problem is that I havent seen much support on you to achieving any of our dreams.
It is more of like to study to acheive sucess but what about dreams..we see lots of our favourite stars singing but do we know that they all start from their normal life like how we live now before going out for everything...their singing career used to be a dream but they achieve it with the support of family who really belives in what their dreams meant to that special someone...but i don't see any...i see only...it's hard to describe but its more like you are just rejecting our dreams and supposingly follow like those people whom you boast about..which make us feel usless and pathetic at the same time but if you take time to think, i hope you understand...
I know that papa use to be in a band before and im glad to get his music genes but i cant achieve it without the support from parents which are lacking in my life and my other sisters too...but since im growing up...i have to learn to make my own decisions in life to show that im independent enough to live in this world when you are gone...
now i decide to make a deal that you will let me go jamming with Au Revoir every month...decided whether i can go or not..and i help you do important stuff...but if im stubborn or moody, just remind me of the agreement we make. Also, me and raudha are making our own band, an all girl band but it's not confirmed yet...
i hope you understand and reply me soon after the both of you have made your decisions and email me back..
your eldest and talented daughter,
Kakak..=]
i guess thats the whole letter...i want those who read my blog, to comment on whether i have a yes or no...well...gtg...
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