been bored recently.
i didnt have anything to do.
except to blog and sing.
a few more days before i leave for camp this friday.
i'll be missing him so much since weekend we can chat with each other as long as we want to,
to batam, to batam.
sigh, i wonder.
im half excited. im half dissapointed.
im also a bit crushing on him too.
he knows that.
he will miss me.
i know that.
i will miss him.
i just stare and hoping to chat with him soon before leaving.
sigh. i wish i could get the camp over and done with,
now its shooting camp but i didnt attend.
i dont bother.
my ' friends ' call me two times yesterday.
they were bragging and laughing at me on the phone.
asking some sort of stupid questions.
about him and my life.
if they can look at the stars,
i can too.
if they can talk about me,
i'll just ignore.
sigh,sigh,sigh,
been drawing manga lately.
trying my best to make my best characters.
my best friends say its nice.
yesterday i went out to parkway with my madrasah best friends.
i help them with their choices.
was at Cotton On, buying shoes.
the guy at the counter couldnt stop smiling at me.
he look malay
he doesnt sound malay
he have piercing on his face.
he have huge eyes.
but the piercings scared me the most.
err. i dun wanna pierce like that
following religion
vry good.
we went to Diva.
bought a friendship necklances for the three of us.
the other one that didnt came.
we feel gulity of not buyin her one.
but we bought it.
i have a purple leather heart and the sliver heart with it
on it tagged ' friends '.
my other two have a blue ' forever ' and a pink ' best '.
we took photos yesterday but i deleted them
afraid of mum and dad finding out.
oh well.
im bored and listening to songs that is like sad to me.
my phone is dead.
i mean my phone broke.
my mum threw it on the floor and threw and threw.
well you get the idea. she was mad at me.
my mum and i havent been happy with each other lately.
we been arguing and i've been scolded and beaten.
we could nvr get along.
she have issues with my lifestyle and watever.
i couldnt wait to escape from this house.
its like juvenile prison.
im forced to do things that i dun like to do.
i was wondering why would she care if she sends me off,
oh.yeah.
Twilight is coming soon.
Dec 18.
yipee.
going to watch with him and my friends,
im so going crazy about the movie.
robert pattison is so hot.
kristen stewart is like a princess.
blah blah blah.
i want to dress like a vampire.
maybe alice cullen or rosalie cullen or bella swan
and he can be jasper hale or emmett cullen or edward cullen or jacob black.
AHH!!! i must catch that freaking movie!!!
okokok.
so im crazy
watevers.
well leaving now.
love ya all.
:DDD
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