so its the early morning of hari raya haji .
sighs .
here i am , still awake , at my aunt's hse .
well , she not at home though .
she and my cousin went off to NYC .
if you know what it means . then good for you .
if not , well , ask someone you know who knows .
yea . watever .
watching twilight online .
nothing like the storybook i bought a few months back .
erm . nothing like any of the written pages .
meeting jacob and billy in the early stages ?
err . i think i shld buy the novel that is with the photo of the cast on the cover .
i bet its according to the movie which im watching now .
but i like the movie too .
well , im worrying about something too .
well , i guess kak dillah and abg wandy knows who im contacting with .
oh god . i wish i didnt say it . actually , i wish raudhaa didnt say it .
she help me with mostly 80% of the talking and explaining about him and me .
and i have to do a bit of explaining in the car .
well , i manage to pass the book and the necklance .
the book for borrowing and the necklance as a birthday present .
and i thought that they would go into like madness .
but thank goodness.
they were calm .
i thought the age difference was going to be a problem .
but it seems they were saying about their age difference with is like 8 yrs apart .
and between me and him ?
erm . 6 yrs apart .
i was like kinda depressed when kak dillah told me he have a girlfriend .
and i was like ok .
but she told me that he didnt .
again . asking from the big brother .
phew . the heaviness in my chest has finally gotten off me .
the relationship between him and me is like getting better except without telling anyone .
and after today , i hope it will be ok .
im leaving for KL and Langkawi soon .
i guess its this weekend .
erm ok . its like a week i guess .
3D2N at KL and then moving to Langkawi by plane .
err . planes .
i have a fear of flying and heights .
it will be my first ride in a plane .
and then i saw a file with a name on it .
well , its melbourne .
just that since , i cnt say it hear as well , it is an internet journal .
my aunts and cousins have access to my blog anytime .
ok . im like so mesmerized by the movie .
err . raudhaa is bugging me . so watever .