so, yesterday was a blooper and feeling gulit .
yes . i made a promise not to skip school again unless there is a letter or a reason to my absence .
so , for the entertainment to prevent me feeling bored , i have to watch twilight the movie again .
just to feel the excite and the feeling of falling in love with the story, again .
just last night, i decide to msg him to tell him how much his absence cause me.
i didnt think he would ever msg back like he always did .
but eventually, he did. and i sighed in relief on the cold wooden floor.
he asked me about whether it is ok to be like more than we are.
i said , if it means more to him than ever, then i guess, it would be ok .
his real reason not to be more than friends was , he doesnt want to hurt me nor my feelings .
i just said its ok . as long as we rarely meet and we contact through msgs,
it wont distract me or anything .
so he was alright with it though, i was a little confused on his questions and statements.
so after he ask me those questions, i ask him, wat are we now ? i admitted i was a little confused .
yes , i was confused.
he just said his my edward cullen and im his bella swan .
i just take his word .
though im still a little bit confused .
so i told him when is he graduating ,
coincidentally, he is graduating in March .
so since its March, i might get this chance to meet him , again .
its been like 3 months since we met,
so maybe we might meet again , around april .
or whenever though ,
he might come and support me for sports day .
so , watever .
and i caught up with my old friend, as u know , o lvls results were given out yesterday.
so, we lost contact while he was studying for o lvls .
so i manage to ask him hows his results and how was life going for him now.
we manage to close a little of the gap between us .
and now i stayed at home, lazing around before starting any housework and revision .
get my free and easy time .
i went to popular after fetching my sis from the bus .
the weather turning overnight now.
the past few days have been sunny , heaty.
the dark clouds have finally came , bringing the water droplets with them ,
yeah! im glad , i love the coldness ,
sometimes i love it when i see fog in my school field. it seems so beautiful ,
the last time i see fog was when i was at genting .
this is the fog that i see everytime is when it rains the whole night and in the morning it will be cold,
well,gtg .
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