AHH!!!
i chatted with my love yesterday night
while parents were out for CC meeting .
i feel light-headed right now .
every word he chatted with me over MSN is fresh in mind .
its been long since i chatted with him .
and i miss him .
loads.
lols.
when i foolishly admitted that i was envy with the gerls sending him comments on his profile
he told me two words that i totally trust .
" dont be "
he still loves me after a long while
and when i admit that im scared to lose him , afraid if he would run off with one of them one day
he told me , " maybe " .
but he still wants me to be .
he is very....forward-looking .
its true we wont be sticking to the same person unless ure already married
right ?
so i told him that i'll be waiting until he finish his major exam at the end of the year
he told me ok .
and he asked me why ?
well , i admitted there is only one person i love in this world .
and he admitted again ,
he dont want to lose me .
he wants me to date other guys
because he thinks i might run off with that guy rather than him .
ouh why ouh why ?
haiz .
he got me tongue-tied everytime
i think of him .
sighs .
so this is how it feels when ure ' in love ' with someone .
nothing can really beat this love i have for him.
if my parents find out ,
will they kill me ?
im afraid .
he is not stupid or anything .
he is ....
different .
express student ,
very serious in his school work .
studying hard for 'O' lvls .
and he seem to have a right path in life.
but
i have yet to trust him.
fully.
so the story
will
be continued
until
God knows when
me and him
will
chat
again .
* imy him ! *
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