days gone by .
life is still as plain boring as ever .
except that as usual ,
new crushes ,
new events ,
new friends ,
new love ,
new enemies ,
new secrets ,
and most trusts that brakes
and new trusts are bulid .
loads happen throughout tis past few weeks .
im having a crush on a guy in school .
actually . i would say we dont know each other ,
but we do .
yet we dont ever talk .
hahas!
its kinda weird but yea .
some people cn guess who it was .
but i cn only give away one clue .
and im going off to the same penthhouse that i went last year .
my cousin booked it again .
yet .
something is very different .
though . the same guy is that i once like will be dere
since he is my cousin-in-law little brother.
however , i feel tingles in my stomach whenever im thinkin about tis weekend . gosh! i feel kinda ...weird
dont even feel like going off and meeting him even
hahas!!!
i feel so jolly . and everytime i look forward to going to school . but i dont even think he even like me .
sighs . but what the heck .
i mean . the other day while going back to the checkpoint after selling milo packets on the streets and asking for donations , i was standing , no , lining up . with shazana beside me .
and he was , standing behind me . like waiting for someone . and i didnt knw it was him and me and shazana was making a joke and laughing . then i turn around to find him staring at me . not staring like just stare . but he was like staring at my face before staring into my eyes for awhile .
haha ! i almost panicked . but i kept a smile and look to the front again . i was like blushing . err . total embarassment . but i think he is attached since ... since...he always have his phone in hand .
gosh ! not really surprised . well , school have been jolly and sort . but total CCA , well not really .
shish .
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