all the things she does make it seems like love and its just a game .
and i like the way that we play!
this is where you and i meet.
siti khadijah is full of laughs and smiles. :DD
her life is now officially online and officially only YOU cn read it.
this is where we draw the line of you and me , together . :DDD

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today .
3 things to describe
horrible
dissapointed
sad

i couldnt help it
things are definetly falling apart
in my life

where have all the colours gone ?
where was all the love i need ?
where was my angel when i needed one ?

i cannot think
love will never come back into my life again
love is now a thousand miles away from this .
love is pulling all my happy and precious memories with it
love is .
gone from my life .

idk why am i writing like this .
or typing
or watever you want to call it
but its an online journal

i sound like
some gerl stuck in nowhere
a girl desperate for love .
a girl who is going to commit suicide any second
hahs!

no .
im not going to commit suicide .
i believe life have to go on .
one way or another .

i must not give up
without love
im sure i cn live with it

i dont want to put my close circle of people
to look down onto me
despite their constant restrains and coflicts among us

i love you .
randomly
i love him
but i may not be up to any guys' standard at all

i hope you understand
i hope myself would understand
i have to make the change myself
the change in me
quit dreaming and start reality

thats the way its supposed to be