i felt a little satisfied yesterday . i almost did something which i never will do ever again for the past 7 months . i almost did confess my feelings to a guy whom i feel is very honest and humble and also very happy and lively . he is also quite positive which i totally was attracted to . personally , i like him . a lot . i dont know . im very confused .
well ,whatever it is . that was just one part of life that makes me happy . there are still things to accomplish and moreover , i have loads of work and decisions to do to achieve those aims in order to succeed . i finally let my heart open to others which i thought i woulg never will until im old enough to . but yet , who say that having relationships now is a bad things, right ?
from my own personal experience , my cousins encourage me to explore what is love now . not really into more of 'love' but just have a feeling and have an expreience about it so that in future , when i get to that age , i just know what to do to get the 'perfect' relationship .
but for now, im have yet to get the perfect answer whether he will accept me for me .
and now ,
all i need to do is just to wait and see.
(and a little of luck , that is . XDDD )
till here ,
luqman(!)
ili(!)
irah(!)
raudhaa(!)
lyana(!)
Adriana(!)