so well ,
today i finally decide to blog . since i have way too many time on my hands . its friday . and its the third week of school in term one . and the workloads of the first three weeks is triple than what i expected . and its pretty obvious since this year is my N level and O level year.
so its all on studying studying studying . crap crap crap . but i dont fucking care . gotta keep working to get into sec 5 next year . hahaha. i wonder if i could do it . i can , i can , i can !
im joining gym session at a hospital ... it help me maintain my weight . although i am still slightly overweight , im still keeping the weight the same . its no use losing if im just going to think mentally about my weight and not about other things that is important to life . im am still beautiful not matter what .
i found a few guys in my love life . one is msging me now . he is a nerd but he is good looking . very hard to get a guy like that . for me of course . one is a mat , who says he loves me too soon and stuff which creeps me out at the same time .
life in school is getting better , i see it now . although i still have conflicts with my friends , im making use of smiling and chatting more frequently with my other classmates . its better than anything .
trouble at home is getting worse by the way . i cant tell you that here or anywhere unless you knew what is going on .
well , till here then .
will try to find the time to blog .
muax2 !
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